Day 4
Today, I have my first exam of Semester 2. I am quite unsure of what I am feeling right now. I know that I am underprepared, yet I am not nervous. I am not worried, I am not concerned about what is going to happen in the test. I have no clue about the reason of this feeling. Is it due to lack of sleep or is it due to lack of seriousness about myself?
I am trying to figure out just that. Sometimes, we feel what we are not supposed to feel, and we do not feel what we must feel. This weird thing is interesting but also dangerous.